Day 3

So DA and I actually made it to VT, safe and sound. It was tricky getting up here and I'm really glad it didn't snow because my car would not have made it up the hill to the condo. We went to the grocery store and got some stuff to cook (despite the argument in the meat aisle of whether we should get 85% or 90% lean...the 90% won mwaahahaha), came back, and DA made a fire. And then he passed out lol. We didn't even get to crack open a bottle of wine!!! Oh speaking of wine, they have a HUGE wine aisle in the grocery store up here. Why the hell can't NY get on the bandwagon and sell booze in supermarkets?! It's the best idea ever!

Now for the crap. I had this bad feeling all day. I hate when I have bad feelings because 99% of the time, something shitty actually winds up happening. I logged onto my email to see if I got any promos this weekend and guess what I found? A rejection email from my top choice for PT school. GREAT. I honestly don't know what they were looking for in a candidate. I had the grades, I had the reccos, I had EVERYTHING, but nope! Not good enough. This royally blows. I feel like such a failure. I feel like a huge disappointment to my family, my friends, and myself. I have been crying for the past hour and I can't stop. I just don't get it. Thankfully DA was awake before my meltdown and he was very encouraging and tried to help me get out of the funk, as he always does. But then he passed out and I want some wine but I will NOT drink alone! Oh well :(

Bright news: I did STS legs and abs this morning before we left. I also brought along the LIS to VT so I can get a WO in tomorrow. I really want to WO now to kill some stress but I'm not sure if the neighbors would appreciate that all too much. Maybe I will pop a yoga disc in. I dunno...