Could it Be?

I was just assessing the changes that have taken place since I left the hole. For one, I have SO much more energy to do things and I actually WANT to do things. When I was working at the hole, all I wanted to do in my downtime was sleep and watch TV. Granted, I got in my 5-6 workouts a week but when I wasn't working or working out, I was a sloth. Putting this weekend aside (since I felt like ass), I don't want to stay in bed all day anymore!

I also noticed that my midnight eating stopped. I don't wake up anymore in the middle of the night looking for something to eat. My theory behind that is when I was at the hole, maybe I was trying to comfort myself before I had to face the workday, or maybe I was just way too stressed? I dunno; all I know is I feel 100000x more alive not having to work in that shit dump for those aholes ever EVER again.

One good thing that came from being there is I know I never want to feel that desperate or miserable in my life again. Here's to an awesome new beginning!!!!