It's Finally Here!!!!!

I'm 30!!! And best of all, I crawled out of the hole!!!!!!

My first day of class is tomorrow (weather permitting). I am SUPER excited!! I can't wait!!! Today I am getting all my books together and my heart is racing with excitement. This is going to be hard but so incredibly rewarding, and the closer it comes to happening, the more confident I am that this was definitely the right choice.

Friday I had to go for a PPD test so I can be cleared to volunteer at the hospital. I think my doctor was more excited than I was about me quitting the hole. He had been telling me for years that it was taking a toll on my health but I needed a job right? Now I am out of there and SO incredibly happy!!

My last day was Thursday. Sad thing is, only 2 people said goodbye to me: my friend and my immediate supervisor. Lisa took me out for a manicure at lunch which was more than enough and I will definitely miss her. I told her she needs to get out of there and if she doesn't within the next 6 months I will sacrifice myself and go in there to drag her out. That is the worst company I have EVER worked for and I don't wish them on my worst enemy. Their whole motto is "everyone is desperate for jobs so let's see what sh!t we can get away with" and it is a load of crap. I give them 5 years max before they crumble. I have never felt elation until Thursday night when I walked out of that hole for good. I seriously felt high. My body was shaking with euphoria and I was smiling from ear to ear. When I met up with my friends at the bar, I screamed "I'm free!!!!!!!!" and started jumping up and down. People stared at me but honestly I didn't care! I love the fact that I know they can never find someone as good as me. That sounds so incredibly conceited but honestly it's the truth. And what I love the most is that I pretty much told them to shove it when they used and abused me (which is why I think they were pissed but you know what?! Suck it!!!!!!).

I weighed in Friday and am down a pound from last week, YAY!!! I don't even know how that happened because I definitely didn't eat clean. This month I'm doing the January Cathe rotation which better blast 5 pounds off my ass cuz it is TOUGH! Vegas is in 4 months and I'm hoping to drop these 20 pounds by then.