Doing Better

I am doing a lot better than I was a few days ago. The crying has been less and less frequent. Yesterday I was getting ready for work and almost fell into a fit of hysterics when my friend called to check in and see how I was doing. It was literally right when a tear was about to spill over (and ruin my eye makeup that I just finished for work) when the phone rang. I also thought I would be a mess at work, being that I had to do a Valentine's Day promo, but I was fine and almost sold out of the store's stock of Pama!! The owner was so psyched, and every time I made another sale he called his friend who owns a liquor store in Tarrytown who was also doing a Pama tasting and his girl was bombing on sales. BTW, this stuff is so good and is great for Vday, the holidays, or just in margaritas or martinis.


My cousin and my friend invited me to go to West Palm Beach in a few weeks. My cousin lives there and I haven't seen her in forever; I would love to see her again! My friend has a time share there and wants to go for her bday. The problem is, plane tix alone are like $400. I am also planning on doing Vegas in June and the Cathe RT in July again (if I get in), and these 2 trips alone would pretty much break my bank. Florida would just deplete even more of my $$. Being that I'm a FT student and not making much as it is, I don't know if I should do FL or not; I'm tempted to tap into savings. I kinda wanna do all 3. There are tax returns coming in a few months...what to do, what to do???

If I do go, I need to keep up with eating well. That's only 3 weeks to be ready for a bathing suit...AAAAAAAAAAAAH!! I have been doing pretty well so far: no sugar, high protein, around 1300 cals a day. I think I've eaten a carton of eggs in the past week...and I mean the 18 count carton (and I eat the whites only, no yolks). I have become addicted to egg whites and raisin Ezekiel bread. I eat them for bfast, sometimes lunch, and sometimes dinner...not all in the same day of course. But it makes a filling and very low-cal meal.